Category Archives: Allusion
144 – Weak for lack of oxygen
I just last.fm tagged this song as “worship” and “sad songs.” Lately I’ve been really digging the broken Jesus, the radical Jesus, the hated Jesus, the weak Jesus, the weeping Jesus, the crucified Jesus, the crazy Jesus, the naked Jesus, … Continue reading
Filed under Reasons/Ways I Believe in God, Song References
138 – I have done the following with spinach and mushrooms (You are what you…etc.)
Grocery shopping takes practice. I enjoyed cooking and baking last year, but I never had to do it. So I’m still getting used to figuring out what’s good to have on hand, what ingredients I can turn into a lot … Continue reading
Filed under Allusion to Past Entries, Cooking
134 – Laughing Jesus
There was this woman on the bus today (yesterday) who was absolutely euphoric and laughing and laughing. When we stopped at a really sharp hill (which, of course, happens often in Seattle), she said, “Ohhhh Jesus!” and started laughing again, … Continue reading
128 – I should not listen to bands from Denver again.
At least not on days like this.
Filed under Beautiful Things, Lists, Song References
127 – another whine (or: want)
I wish my classes didn’t rely so heavily on me typing things or me doing research on the Internet or me operating in a plainly painted computer lab. I’d rather have sit in the cool 50ish degrees swallowing that carnation … Continue reading
Filed under Hopes and Dreams, Passion, Song References, Stream of Consciousness, Whiny
124 – i keep some good secrets
In middle school I’d wait by the big tree in front of the mobiles at the end of the day, sitting on the electrical box (which we were not supposed to do) and waiting for my ride home. Once I … Continue reading
115 – because you can’t just do it whenever you want to; you have to wait
I love walking to class. I love constantly smiling at people and being waved at and called out to. It is what I needed out of this new year and what makes me feel humming again. Things are a little … Continue reading
114 – If it’s a good thing, then do it.
I cringe at the idea of making New Year’s resolutions because it seems cliché and I should be resolving to do good things all year and maybe subconsciously because they leave a lot of room for disappointment. But in some … Continue reading
101 – 101 is about continuing to greater numbers
Today I picked red, ripe cherry tomatoes from my father’s backyard garden. I don’t even like tomatoes, generally, but there’s a lot of freedom and charm in squinting my eyes to find the reddest and ripest of these supple little … Continue reading
074 – Whatever I am
i’m just spouting. don’t take this creative. don’t take me seriously, generally speaking Whatever I am, has it been the same as it always has? I don’t know if I’m writing this because it’s almost midnight and I hadn’t really … Continue reading
Filed under Allusion to Past Entries, Cryptic, Fear, Messy, Stream of Consciousness
066 – “Welcome to the Family”
Somebody said that at the first OA gathering on Sunday. I don’t remember who it was. I don’t remember if it was somebody I’d known beforehand or not. In “Diamonds” I’d called some of my friends “[i]n that moment … … Continue reading
061 – small and quiet words, looming sounds
I can tell I am taking things for granted, more and more every day. maybeiamlivingincancunagain…
048 – Colorado Moment
We actually had clear and sunny skies on Sunday. We rode down a hill on the bus from Fremont to Capitol Hill, and off in the distance you could see the sun setting in powdery lavenders behind the Cascade Mountains. … Continue reading
